loracs: (huh?)
Six things to do over the weekend.  
Four of which are fun and I want to do.
Two are not fun and I don't want to do.
Oh do, do, do, dung
Then there's vegging out with a book or tv.  
Or hours on-line following links.
Or playing games.
Or taking a nap in the middle of the day.
Not sure I'm cut out for this adulthood thing.
la la la la la la la la la ditty dump do
la la la la la la la la la ditty dump do

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The sorting hat says that I belong in Hufflepuff!

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Said Hufflepuff, "I'll teach the lot, and treat them just the same."

Hufflepuff students are friendly, fair-minded, modest, and hard-working. A well-known member was Cedric Digory, who represented Hogwarts in the most recent Triwizard Tournament.

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I'm waiting for a friend for a lunch date, but I'm starving - starving I tell you!  She just called and she's on her way . . . hurry, hurry, hurry . . . before I faint away! 
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“Which is healthier: the dust inside, or the dust outside?

The outside stuff is actually healthier.  Household dust is just plain icky: it contains flecks of sand and other natural particulates, but also bits of dead insects, human skin, animal fur, even tiny remnants of food.  Worst still the dust spawns a completely specialized life form: the creepy critter called the dust mite, the cause of many allergies and, it is believed of a significant number of asthma cases.”

 

Therefore, hunting and destroying dust bunnies is a good thing!  Me thinks it’s time to run the “move and clean the air” part of our heating/AC system on a more regular basis.  Our house is old enough and we haven’t replaced all the windows (yet), that I think we get a fair amount of outside air exchange – our PG&E bill during the cold months probably supports this.

 

loracs: (huh?)

"What is the world’s largest repository of fresh water?

The Great Lakes, remembered by the mnemonic “homes” – Huron, Ontario, Michigan, Erie and Superior – contains almost 20% of the world’s supply of fresh water, and nearly 90% of the supply in the United States."
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Which lake is the most "fresh", i.e. less polluted?  My guess is Huron.
Most polluted?  Maybe Michigan.
I'm too lazy to go hunt it up right now.  Does anyone know?


Sing Along

Aug. 23rd, 2007 08:26 pm
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Do you have a song that you HAVE to sing along with whenever and wherever you hear it?  I do.  Don McLean's "American Pie".  If I'm alone, I will sing it at the top of my lungs, otherwise, I try to be considerate and not torture the ears of all creatures within hearing range.  There is just something about that song that MAKES me sing.  Maybe because I was 15 when it was popular.  Maybe because it captures a moment in time and place so well, so vividly.  Whatever the reason, it compels me, as no other song does, to sing along.

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Too many hours and not enough work or maybe not enough work with deadlines is a more accurate statement.  No motivation today.  More blues on my emotional color palete.  And Blue IS NOT my favorite color (I hear stonebender and dbubley laughing as they read this).  Maybe I'll explain the blue thing - I don't think I've posted about it before.  
Finally, time to go home.
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I've started this Johari Window thing.  Click on the link and pick some words you think describes me.  I remember learning about the Johari Window in Junior College.  At the time it seemed so fascinating, so insightful.  Not sure I think it's "all that and a bag of chips" anymore, but still it should be interesting.
 http://kevan.org/johari?name=loracs

Sad Today

Aug. 22nd, 2007 04:38 pm
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No particular reason I can figure out, I'm just feeling sad.  
Like the Clem Kadiddlehopper clown.  
I wouldn't be surprised to look in the mirror and see a giant black tear drop drawn on my face.  
That kind of sad.

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There's cleaning and then there's cleaning for company.  I like having the motivation of impending people in the house to make me get my shit together.  On general principle, I like a clean house, but in practice, it's always a little messy even when the basics are done.  I think if I never let people into the house, I would live in a very, very messy space.  Probably with lots of dogs.  

Company is expected tomorrow night.  And old friend from college and his son are staying here for a few days.  I still have the bathrooms to clean tonight.  But the bed is calling to me.  Yet I sit here playing cards and poking around LJ.  Why? 
loracs: (devil dobie)
[personal profile] stonebenderand I attended this event (http://californiaspeaks.org/).  It was fun, tiring and strange.  And what's the odds that we would go to a forum of 800 people, picked randomly from the entire Bay Area and meet 5 people we knew?  And to add to the fun, arriving late and seated right next to me a person (L), who we've known for years and years and he has no editor between what he things and what he says.  Plus, he manages to,say with one hand "oh, no I'm okay" and with the other "help me, this isn't right, fix it".  The pattern of wave one hand, wave the other and then both ,often distracted me from the conversation at the table.

Did I say we were at tables of 10 people, including one facilitator,  There was video and live feeds from the other sites, as we all went through a series of health care insurance issues.  Our table was very cool.  Everyone wanted single payer.  Even though it was stated quite plainly that the Single Payer bill, now working its way through the California political system, did not have a chance because the Governor said he would Veto it if it came to his desk.  Did we let that stop us?  Nope.  Each table had a computer to connect every site together.  We expressed our "likes, dislikes, and concerns" for each issue in this manner.  On every issue we made reference to why that particular issue would be better under a single payer system.  And we weren't the only ones, in the room or around the state, because towards the end they put in a vote on the Single Payer option.  In addition to a computer at each table, everyone had a keypad to vote on the issues.  They tried really hard to keep insurance companies in the mix, but it was pretty obvious that there is a lot of energy for really changing the system.  We'll see what, if anything, comes of it.  Was this real democracy at work or a PR event/collection of statistical data to serve their predetermined purpose.  I really hope it was the first, because the second will piss me off and depress me - not my favorite combo of emotions.

3.5 Hours

Aug. 2nd, 2007 06:24 am
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Not a record, but more sleep than he's gotten in his own bed in about 16 days.  Now he's up and having some trouble.  He needs to cough it up, but after an hour of trying, there's still too much there to lay down again.  Don't know what we're going to do next.

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figuratively and literally.  A week ago this morning we called 911 and they took him away.  In 25 years, we have only been apart maybe a dozen times for this long.  Missed him.  Didn't realized I was holding my breath for 7 days until I saw him this afternoon, until we walked out of the hospital, until I took a full breath and compared it to what had passed for breathing during this long week.  

I'm crossing all my fingers and all of my toes that we both have a night of deep sleep, easy breathing and sweet dreams.  Please, please, oh please.

loracs: (Gilly)
A hospitalists is a doctor whose primary professional focus is hospital medicine. Starting in the mid-90’s, these doctors have taken over most aspects of a persons care while in the hospital. As I understand it, this has come about for a couple of reasons. First, primary care providers find it less cost effective to see their patients in the hospital. They can make more in the office. Second, the number of hours interns and residents can work in a week have been restricted in the last decade. These people have provided much of the hospital patient’s care previously. Therefore, we have the development of this new specialty. In effect, “permanent residents” making the rounds everyday, making all kinds of decisions without having every laid eyes or hands on the person before. And if you are in the hospital more than a few days, as [personal profile] stonebenderhas been, then you may see 3 or 4 different hospitalists, each one reading your chart, talking to you for a few minutes and pronouncing you better, worst or the same and by the way, take this new pill/bag o'drugs. 
 
It may not be quite that cavalier, but it feels like it. I want the same person to hear his lungs from day to day and then tell me how he’s progressing. Reading a chart (I hope), listening to his lungs and then saying – “they sound better” does not leave me with a great deal of confidence. “Better than what?” I want to know. 
 
I know he’s getting better. I see it day by day, even thought it has been slow going. What if I didn’t see an improvement? Would the hospitalists know what’s going on? In addition, if she or he is seeing a hundred patients a day, let’s say; how do I know they really have the time to grok his body, his anxiety, his needs, and his health? As serious as pneumonia is, what would I do if it were something more deadly? 
 
Yeah, I’m just not sure I like this new turn of events in health care.

911 call

Jul. 25th, 2007 05:10 am
loracs: (Girl with Pearl Earring)
Guy got worst.  EMT's just took him away.  He's going to Alta Bates.  serene is with him.  I'm getting dressed and will follow.
loracs: (Girl with Pearl Earring)

He's home, but not doing well.  He still can't sleep, although he's dozing in his chair right now.  He thinks he's getting worst again.  It's all very hard to figure out.  His anxiety level is high, his doctor called in a prescription for xanics (i know the spelling is wrong, but I'm too tired to figure it out), but he did something wrong and they wouldn't fill it.  Guy called the on-call doctor (it was after office hours by this time), but they didn't  have any records to check so they wouldn't call it in.  We don't know if this would have helped or not.  If he's really getting worst, then he needs something else done.  
And just to add to the drama, the prescription from the hospital doctor for antibiotics didn't have Guy's name on it, so they wouldn't fill the prescription.  We'll write his name on it and get it filled tomorrow, but still one more frustrating thing - poor serene went to the drug store for nothing.

I did get about 7 hours of sleep and plan to lay down for another hour or two this morning before the process starts all over again.  And I have to get into the office this morning for a little bit.  One of the few things I do that few others do, has to be done this morning (payroll related).  My boss (one of those people) is out of town until Friday.  And I'm in charge of a retirement party happening Thursday night.  I have to make some arraignments for that too.

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They may let stonebender come home tonight.  If not  then, probably tomorrow.  His numbers are improving.  They will give him one more sac-o-antibiotics and some kewl breathing treatments, as needed today.  His 02 level on room air was between 89-91, the doc said he could go home at a stable 92 or above.  I just got home after spending the night.  I've been up 27 hours so I think it's time for nighty night.  serenejournal is with him now.

update

Jul. 23rd, 2007 11:49 am
loracs: (Girl with Pearl Earring)
Just got word, they will NOT do a CT scan today.  His numbers are getting better and they don't want to put him through the trama of putting in a central line and shooting the dye in if they don't have to.   [personal profile] serenejournalhas been great about everything, but esp. keeping me informed this morning. 
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[personal profile] stonebender is not getting better like he should.  They are taking him for a Cat-scan  of his lungs this morning.   [personal profile] serenejournal is still with him.  I'm going to work about 1/2 a day and then take off to relief her.  Part of me wants to rush right down there, but my boss is off this week and I'm feeling overloaded with stuff that needs to be done.  I will only do what I can and then I'm out of here.

loracs: (Girl with Pearl Earring)
I started feeling sick this afternoon.  On the drive home I was making my plans for the evening; get a little to eat, put the sick boy to bed and then crawl in after him.  The best laid plans and all that.

[profile] dbubleycalled me when I was about 15 minutes from home.  [personal profile] stonebenderIM'd her that he was having trouble breathing.  She came up to the house asap and called me for him.  Did he want to call 911, I asked.  I expected to hear an emphatic "no", instead I heard a weak "maybe". This was serious.  Stonebender hates, hates, hates going to the hospital.  The only thing worst is going to the hospital in an ambulance.  Since I was so close, he thought he could wait until I got home.  

One look at him and I was sure, one way or another, we'd be in the ER tonight.  I gave him the option of 911 or we would drive to the ER.  He said he wasn't sure he could drive his wheelchair into the van, so he asked for 911. The paramedics where here within a few minutes.  The flurry of people, equipment and questions kept my mind on the now, not the future.  Which was good, because watching them wheel him out the door, red rimmed eyes above the oxygen mask was so scary I thought I might freeze in place.  After he left, with [profile] dbubley's help, I gathered some stuff together and headed out the door to find the hospital.

On my way, I called [personal profile] serenejournalto let her know what was happening.  She said she'd meet me there.  Even though I was only about 15 minutes behind the ambulance, by the time I got there [personal profile] stonebenderwas already looking a little better.  What followed was several hours of breathing treatments, blood tests, and x-rays of his lungs.  The diagnoses was not pneumonia, but bronchitis.  The doctor leaned towards admitting  him, but [personal profile] stonebendersaid he really was feeling so much better, so they released him.  ser came home with us, to help take care of him.  Having not slept for several days, he really felt ready for bed.  That lasted about an hour.  As I write this, he is back in his chair, taking shallow breaths in front of the computer, next to me.  

I don't know where this night will end.  Back in the ER?  For the time being, I'm going to take advantage of  [personal profile] serenejournal's presences (she has been just wonderful) and try to sleep a little.  It will do no one any good if I end up on a gurney next to him.

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