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My doctors office called today. My knee surgery has been rescheduled because of my sleep apnea. They want to perform it in a hospital instead of the surgery center. I'm a little confused since I know someone who just had a procedure there and he has sleep apnea. I wonder if my apnea is worst than his or if they took one look at my weight and decided to send me to the hospital. Maybe they didn't want to deal with a 360 lb dead weight body. Boy that doesn't make me feel any better about doing this.

I don't really care where it's done but I was pretty upset when I had to readjust my plans. It will now be April 5. I'm tired of limping and I'm even more tired of the anticipation/dread/worry of "The Date". Now I have 3 more weeks to do all of the above about a new "Date".

And I'm feeling just a tad guilty to admit that I was looking forward to 2 weeks off work esp. since they will be moving all our programs and offices to a new location. I'm about 1/2 packed and I had planned to finish tomorrow. It's stupid how frustrated I got today when I was looking for my wall calendar and realized I had already packed it. And all my post-its. And one of my fans. My office gets very, very hot even on moderately warm day so I'm really going to miss it. But I don't really want to start unpacking anything either.

whine, whine, whine