Can't Sleep

[loracs]

stonebenderjust went to bed.  I should be there too.  I haven't made a decision yet.  I find myself talking as if I have made it.  As if I'm going to take it, but then I think of everything else and I get all weepy.  Breaking the news to my boss and co-workers.  Taking the pictures off my office walls - many of which were given to me by my co-worker T.  Cleaning up and out all my files both paper and electronic.  This is the first job I've had where I kept any personal items.  I'll need a couple of boxes.  

See what I mean - I'm talking as if . . .